In the memory of a dear friendIn memory of Kea. She will not be forgotten.
Tears, dirt and blood 3"Hey!!! Aimee, you gotta come to my party it is in like a week but i know if i don't tell you really soon you will never come." Lilly my best friend shouted over the receiver. I love her, but she has the worst timing. Lilly has golden brown hair but because she dies it so often we're not exactly sure what the natural color is. I need her she is the only one who knows how broken i am and she doesn't run nor does she leave. "I just woke up" I said still trying to wake up. Her shouting wasn't helping much though. "Oh!!!! i am so sorry" She cried but her voice softened. She could always melt my heart."Its ok, umm is Xander gongTears, dirt and blood 3
tears, dirt and blood 2 I cry too much. I say the wrong things at the wrong times. I am self destructive and anyone too close get dragged into my downward spiral. I am sick, deranged and weak. I am broken and he holds me together. My name is Aimee, but i am no one. At the mere age of fifteen i am make no difference and i am probably going to die . Nathan is my newest best friend yet i know nothing about him. I know not if he trusts me but i trust him with everything. Only after his accident did he reveal his secret. I always wanted his trust, his care, his approval. not once did i receive this nor will i ever.I have tried to come to terms with thistears, dirt and blood 2
Tears, dirt and blood 1 I am cursed to wait. To be alone in the farthest depths of my own reality only to be brought back in the cruelest of ways. To never understand the hollow lives of the people surrounding me. *sigh* The sound of my own breath startled me. I sit on the bleachers by the seconded baseball field, like its self i an often empty. I can here the children playing at the park not far from here, I can see the adults collapse the soccer nets from the ending games and returning them to the cars. I am blinded by the slow setting sun as it falls behind the new, clean, white mormon church. A cascade of orange pink and yellow fallTears, dirt and blood 1
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Lots and lots of thanks Kitty!
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