I gave up
A downhill spiral
plumiting towards the ground
Sprials
I see the end now
The drakness encloseing
you feel as if the air is being sucked out of you
as if your crying histariclly and cant stop
gasping for air
all there is there is emptiness.
The cold sends chills through your body resting on your arms as you go to
hold yourself
warm yourself
your unable to move the chills the slowly over come you until your bodyy and mind finally submit.
The sences go blank
then it is over you stand there only a little less of your soul and heart missing
As your mentalliy changes it also deteriorates
that way you can be dying without a change in appearance, when nothing changes on the out side
people are reluctant to listen to you say that you are sad.
Little by little you get lost until finally you are an empty shell
i am now an empty shell
people will try to help you now but it will not happen.
They waited to long and now it is over.
Your heart is after your soul that way
you cant fight back it as if your being raped,
your already done with dead and cold all that is left is the unthinkable.
The end is here and all that is left to do is to dig our graves.
There is no hope
We are lost and alone
Embrace the end it wont nearly hurt as much that way.